Karmic Knot of Care and Deficiency

The square between the South Node and Ceres creates a deep internal rift in the sphere of nourishment, support, and unconditional love. The South Node represents our 'baggage'—worn-out skills and habits that can become a hindrance in this life. Ceres, on the other hand, is responsible for the archetype of motherhood, self-care and care for others, as well as the cycles of loss and recovery.

Psychological Mechanism

A person with such an aspect often feels an irrational sense of 'emotional hunger,' even if there is objectively enough support in their life. The square creates a situation where old ways of receiving care (South Node) conflict with the current needs of the soul. This may manifest as a subconscious fear of being consumed by care or, conversely, a deep conviction that true support is unavailable.

Event Sequence and Manifestations

• Family Scenarios: Often indicates complex relationships with the mother or a significant caregiver, where care was either excessive (stifling) or linked to conditions and manipulations.
• Cycles of Loss: A tendency to experience repeating situations of loss or severed ties, which force the person to re-evaluate their attitude toward attachment.
• Identity Conflict: A struggle between the desire to be completely autonomous (fleeing from karmic attachments) and an acute need for tenderness and security.